StephanieLouise

During work today i was very irritated , witht he pressure of exams and trying to get everything done with a decent overall mark it is constantly added so much pressure to my day. i even got written up at work for supposedly "coping an attitude" when those liars new i was late. anyway all of those things kept adding up and i eventually began to get more and more frustrated, because on top of a horrible day i went to bed at 5:30am in the mornig and still haved to get up to come to my stupid job at 9:00am, but i wom't get into that, but then in comes this costomer with the biggest smile on there faceapproching me to ask for a bike he already prepaid for(and let me remind you sports isn't my department). He kept saying to me " you are the one, you are a special employee, and you are full of luck". From those words i could tell that this customer had a surprissingly jkind, gentle, and warm spirit. he was so interested in getting to know me he kept engaging in converstaion, wondering what school i go to and stuff, and i know i shouldn't tell stranger my personal information ,but i didhe kept telling me he livess in Niagra falls, and he travels back and forth form there to Brampton whenever he has time off so he could be with his family. all of a sudden stragly i felt more comfortable and happier, and the pressure was no longer resting on my head. while this customer was speaking with me he told me one thing that will stick with me for life, a "aha" moment. He told me as humans wewe are constantly negative.That's just human nature, and that ngativity causes you as a person to be protryaed and come off as a jackass, you don't notice but you are also selfish with yourself.PeoplePeople shouldn't live that way. Life is way to short to walk around lie there is a constant thunderstorm cloud over your head.He said we are all selfish for living our life like that. It isn't good that people keep focusing on the bad. If people could just open up their eyes and stop being so self absorbed then maybe this shity world would be less insane". At this point i was jsut quiet i dind't know what to say.I thought he was organic, i couldn't help but put a big smile on my face for the rest of the day, everything he said was true. He continued "because there are other people who are going through alot worse then the average person and they still have a smile on their face. And imagine the whold world turns side ways when we lost our favourite pen. just enjoy lifeand quite focusing on the simple things you turn into bad things. Everything happens for a reason and as long as you put a smile on and are truly happy, nothing should really matter". I will forever remember that moment, because it in'st everyday something like that happens at Canadian Tire. Thanks Eric you really made a big impact as well as inspired me today. You help encourage me to be a happier better person.

Stephanie Williams

Okay so I was speaking with a friend the other day and as I was speaking with him he asked the same question everyone seems to be ask, which was "What is love?" , and to me it isn't a hard question, because I have experienced love and it complictedness. I believe love is something you feel, you can't describe it , it just feels right. Love means you are willing to do any and everything for that person, possibly willing to even die for them. Love means forgiveness and second chances it means many things.Then he asked me "Have you ever felt that way?" I told him at one time I did,but it didnn't last. and I couldn't love someone else the way i loved that peron because in my opinion there is only one true love.I don't believe a second love. How could you love two differnt people the same way to me i don't look at love like that.I told him that some people hate love look at it as this horrible thing but that is because you haven't felt it yet. Well... I got my shot at love , and even if i try to love agin ti would never be the same. My intentions and emotions wouldn't be 100% .At least I know how it feels to love someone and to hopefully felt the same in return. I don't know but the converstaion ended up alittle sad when i asked him "so do you love your girlfriend?" He never responded.

Steph.

I am a humble, kind, and emotional human being who strives for nothing but success. I stand for equality and happiness, so everyone could feel some satisfaction.

It is my DNA to be kind, gentle, and caring person I feel it is my duty to help others feel happy when they are upset.

My moral fibre is to inspire, and to be inspired. I believe it is in me to show people what I see which is nothing but happiness is, that it isn’t always bad to daydream.

My purpose once again is to show people a different side of life, because I feel life wasn’t meant to be lived through misery and constant stress, to take your mistakes and turn them into lessons.
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My destiny is to act and partially to be a secret humanitarian, and through my arts I hope to pursue that destiny.

I feel like I am called to teach lessons through both acting and photography, to show people the importance of life, instead of living threw misery. Truthfully I can’t make a difference in others, until I make a difference in myself, but for now I guess the best thing for me to do is to give people wisdom due to the past mistakes I’ve made and hope it makes a difference.

I am passionate in making a change in both myself and in others. To opening up the minds of people so they could see the beautiful side of the world, instead of focusing on the bad things. I could use my struggles to help someone overcome theirs by being strong and show no misery, to share my opinion as well as share my wisdom when people request it.

I would like to leave a legacy of humbleness, legacy and kindness. I want to be left as someone with a peaceful mind and heart, also as someone who inspires people. I want to leave happy.

I want to be known as someone who has inspired people doing something I love, as someone who is happy, kind, and talented.
I value respect, kindness, and trust I am not willing to compromise when it comes to those three things because I find that they are all really important. Also I believe that those three things make a great relationship those I feel everyone should value those three topics.

I would like to impact the world powerfully yet suttle at the same time, through a creative background.
Before I help others I am going to have to make sure I am bullet proof. I already tend to put others before me. I would be willing to help others try to adapt to change within themselves not to be selfish and to not always point the finger, but to recognize as well as accept their mistakes.

I am strong yet sensitive human being, I am humble, humble gracious and kind. I am a potential world changer due to my creative background. I am Stephanie Louise Williams, and I hope to contribute in making the world a better place.

Let me start off by saying Lady Gaga is just plain weird! Her awkward&corky personality and her super wierd performances are just plain cray. You never know what to expect from an artist like her. My opinion on her?: i thinkshe is absaloutly kookoo! I love her songs...before the video comes out, because half the time the video has NOTHING to do with the song. Like HELLO!? have you NOT seen telephone. I really don't understand what poisoning peoples food killing half the reterant and being thrown in jail had to do with her boyfriend to stop calling her in what I pictured to be a club. I have no idea and although I had no clue what her latest song & video Alejandro ment i new for sure to expect something out of the box. I wonder what makes someone so wierd they say she was picked on but is that the outcome of people who get picked on. do you have to be showing up at award shows with a birds nest around your face, and a tall bright red hat thing that resembles some kind of anti-christ. down to her personality makes me feel awkward. Like i love gay people to but it doesn't me i always have to promote it day by day. But honestly overall i give nothing but respect to Lady Gaga because once again she is making money and selling big hits and is on HECK of a performer that makes the crowd obviously go wild. So besides all her weirdness from her "servere" bullying at school. I say go Lady Gaga you sell your records , you be unique, and make your money, because at the end of the day NO ONE can you you are not a great performer because that is just "ish"!

What sucks about a mistake is that once it happens you can't take it back, that no matter what it is you have to deal with the consequences. It sucks knowing that you hurt someone that you really care about and you can't do anything to change their mind no matter how sorry you are, because at the end of the day things don't run at your clock.Time waits for no one.So wishing and hoping continuosly trying to make things right with someone that just won't accept it is a waist of your time. As much as you would like to make everything okay, you can't because how the other person might feel.So I guess what i am trying to say is to not worry about something you can't change and to make a mistake become a lesson. if you believe in something you have to be paticent and hope things slowly piece back together the right way.

Maybe it isn't bad to give people second chances

-Stephanie Williams

I Got very upset the other day just thinking about how my parents aren't very supportive about what i want to persue in life. being the ONLY artistc Child in the family it sucks because you have your older sister the LAWYER,your younger sister the CHEF ,and the baby sister who want to be a TEACHER.Then you have the artist the person who wants to act and take pictures for the rest of their life. It sucks i can make a career out of what i do as well. Anyway it sucks that there is absaloutly no support. How much more can i support myself? (<----Stupid Question)It going to be so hard trying to do what i have to do inorder to be successful in my career when i can't do what i need to do because all the opportunites are far away. seeing how i am 17 and my parents are so overprotctive they think i am going to get shot just by watching the sunset on my porch. It sucks! and at first i was thinking about changing my whole entire career plan but no who has time to satify other people? I don't want to do that i want to be satisfied with myself i want to finally feel happy with what i am doing.What is my opinion on unsupportive parents???: I say that they are suppose to be highly involved as well as supportive in anything and everything their child loves. i feel like with there support it will encourage and push thier child to do everything at their best. and There is a difference between pushing your child toooo much and supporting them.Don't blame us as teenagers when we are smoking pot ,drinking ,getting high, or having sex, your just not loving or supporting us enough.So i guess i am going to persue what i want with full force there are no limits i have no time to make others happy i have done that for way to long. It is about time i satify me with full force. I am going to persue Acting & Photography for THAT is my passion whether i have support or not.

-Stephanie Williams

Today was the day that i felt an undiscrible emotion. An emotion that consist of sadness , anger,hystarity, and much more! In my grade twelve Acting Academy Class lets adimit i am not doing well there is literally one day left of school and my teacher decides to pull out the assignment that could change all of our lives. the ALT assignment. little did i know it was going to be SOOOOOOOO much.let's back track alittle bit so i could give you alittle play by play of what exactly happend. we were all in class today working on our exam which is also very hectic. Daniel( a filmmaker involved with our class) and i stepped out for a second to voice record my personal statement. At that point i felt like everything was going to be okay. I would get a good mark and everything would just be alittle bit better. Until i stepped back into the drama room. As i entered looking happy i went to find the class hestarically laughing so i though of it as a joke, until a student sitting beside me that the teacher is unpacking our ALT assignment ....FAST FOWARD------> Then i was hestarically laughing and crying at the same time i felt an undiscribable emotion that was so unbarable it was horrible. all of a sudden i had the urge to pee i felt faintish and a big heavy feeling felt like i was just slapped across the face.Because it was then i realized this "ALT ASSIGNMENT" was a 11 sectioned...50 paged...graph filled...included math (which i failed all 3 years) assignment. Can i repeat it was a 24hour assignment yes bloggies the assignment is due tomorrow. As i balanced my elbows on my knees bowed my head closed my eyes and prayed it was then i realized there had have to be some kind of way to get a GREAT mark and NOT do that ALT ASSIGNNMENT. And i guess god is real because i have came to an conclusion to do my leadership with full force to fullfill every thing i need to fulfill. Hopefully it works out and i get a good mark because if i don't then i will be recounting my days for i will be attending Fletchers Meadow secondary School for another year.